i usually have a feeling that nothing ever works out. and, mostly it isn't true.
i actually like my work. sometimes, it is so challenging and so satisfying that i feel i am on top of this world. at other times, i miss quitting.
the thing is everything is contradictory.
and, there is only one reason for it. but, apart from that it is sometimes even fun to handle that one reason.
because, working here has been a challenge in itself. and, like it happens in the devil wears prada, or like i imagine it to be, i calm myself saying that it is just one year.
right now, i wonder whether i'll ever be able to quit. whether, i will ever be able to convince myself to leave this organisation and make a life for myself.
move on to greener pastures, as they say.
in the mean time, i am also trying to get into a master's program.
i am also keeping an eye on everything that comes out from unicef.
and, sometimes i just want to see myself in the light of that girl who is working hard to get her life in a track. i want it to be adventurous at the same time.
make the most of my twenties.
there are just so many things to do. endless things.
so, i have decided to dedicate myself.
to walk a mile every day on the road which will lead me to my destination.
of course, it won't be everyday that i will enjoy this journey. sometimes, i would hate myself for having these dreams, and on other days, every thing will be a piece of cake.
i just need to remember that i don't have to run. every single day.
life is remarkably easy. that's what i am learning.
we just have to give it a shot.
being realist with a hint of optimism.